So sorry to hear this Dani!!! Jason told me right after it happened and I just haven't been getting on the site much lately. I can't imagine what Debby is going through and I know you are like a daughter to them and are feeling the loss like only family can. There is nothing in this world that can provide understanding about a situation like this. You're going to be confused, mad, sad, confused, lonely, mad (and the cycle goes on for a while) but the Lord can provide comfort and peace... it might only be temporary between aforementioned times, but lean on Him to get you through it as the Bible says he provides "grace for the day". I speak/type out of empathy, and from experience, and my heart continues to go out to all that were close to Steve and affected by this loss.