Hey Stef:
I loved your comments. No need to apologize for your English skills. I think you communicated very well what many of us have felt at one time, or maybe often during our growth as carvers, painters, and artists. We can take pride in what we do, and for that reason, we get tempted to put it out to be judged, but the act of being judged can cause us to take a safer, or less creative path.
One of the things that comes through loud and clear to me from a lot of the replies is that there are many decoy carvers out there who are very "comfotable in their own skin" as decoy carvers, and for that reason have found it easy to live without the reinforcement of contests and ribbons.
Like you Stef, I found that contests actually hurt my decoys and my expressions. I know that allowing contests to affect me adversely and make me want to not carve came from my failings, but those frustrations were enough that I quit carving for 14 years, and only started again to make decoys to give away at Christmas. I am glad I started again, as that has led me to carving a few more decoys than just the "Christmas flock", and it has led me to feel very comfortable with the limitations I put on the type of decoys I produce. It has also given me an opportunity to share what little I know and what little decoy vision I have with aspiring carvers. I like being able to pass on what I have learned, and to be able to take pride in seeing those I have taught doing better work than I ever could do myself.
For those who want to contest, "God bless you!", but realize the limitations of decoy contests, decoy contest rules, and decoy contest judges:
1. Decoy contests are "beauty contests" and as such, there is seldom complete harmony and agreement as to the fairness or propriety of the outcomes. Contests were started as a way of resolving the age old question of "Who carves the best wooden decoy?" I am sure the many times written about contest won by Shang Wheeler was disputed over whiskey in the bar afterward......but it started a ball rolling that has sold a lot of beer, whiskey, and bar thumping since then. (Oh yeah, it has also sold a lot of foredoms, DVD's, seminars, books, airbrushes, and "trick" brushes).
2. Decoy contest rules were not handed down on tablets from Mt. Sinai. They were written, imperfectly, by contest organizers to try and define the standards for judging and by reference, the standards for a good decoy. They have morphed over the years as factions have tried to steer certain contests or divisions to produce, and judge true hunting decoys or to produce some other, predictable result. The will to win and the ingenuity of competitive carvers will overcome and outmanuever a committee of event organizers every time. Just as most managers have learned, rules beget more rules, as those being "ruled" can find ways around any rule. When the rules get to a certain "bulk" no one enforcing the rules can even remember the rules, and a lot of rules stay on the books unenforced, only being trotted out when someone feels wronged and points out the rule. The opposite of this legalistic rules scenario is the "values" and "guidelines" scenario, where "rules" are so nebulous they can be twisted and interpreted multiple ways. When I started carving, the rules for one of the contests said something to the effect, "Our standard is the living duck. Decoys will be judged according to how well they portray the living duck." You can imagine how well that one worked out........we are still arguing today over what that means
3. Decoy judges are human beings, and as such, can be manipulated by visual sleight of hand. Jim Foote was a master of that trick. He produced decoys that had painting or anatomical errors, but did so with such panache that he could convince most judges that that was the way the duck looked, or the way the duck should look. I have never known a judge who didn't want the best decoy to win best of show. Similarly I have never known a judge who "threw" or manipulated results to favor a friend, a style, or to overlook certain rules. BUT, I have seen judges overwhelmed by a decoy, or a set of decoys to the point of overlooking the rules or overlooking obvious errors in a magnificently done piece of art. Conversely, I have seen judges who knocked out well done decoys for too many tail feathers, too short a set of tail feathers, etc. and elevated non descript decoys that had no errors, but also had little or no artistic vison to them. None of the judges intended to do these things, it just happens because we cannot help being subjective when looking at art...........
What am I trying to say???? Like the Dalai Lama said, "When you lose, don't lose the lesson." There are a lot of lessons we can take from a less than Best of Show at a decoy contest. Some take the lesson that they have to work harder and perfect their craft, and eventually do win Best of Show. Others take the lesson that decoy contests are not the way for them to become the best artist they can be. Both are good............ Quitting carving for 14 years? I would say the poor fool who took that lesson out of his decoy contesting experience "lost the lesson" It is good he finally found it.....