Well, things probably seem sucky now, but I'm predicting that you will come out of this a better person; wiser and more compasionate than ever. Remember, without adversity, there would be no triumph. Without sadness, there would be no joy. Without pain, there would be no relief. Believe it or not, this is a time for you to grow and shine. Look towards Jesus as He will carry you through. My prayers and thoughts will always be with you.